too tired for anything but peace.

hello loves.

my heart is in a lot of pain right now. fit to burst.

it’s in pain for the world, for me, for you, for the exhausted people of earth. for those who cannot and are not ready to leave the dark realms of suffering and who continue the mindless and hunger-driven endless cycles of pain, fear and abuse.

i look at ash and i already see the uphill battle written on his own heart’s map.

it is hard to wake up every day and just see people inflicting pain on other people.

it is hard to keep hope alive inside you.

it is hard to imagine that these deep habits can be somehow relieved, released, forgiven, evolved.

and still i have hope.

this is the circle i went to, here on the island, for international women’s day.

together, we sang, we chatted, we shared prayers for the war-torn, and we collectively sent the message out:

change,

please.

happy international women’s day, everybody.

my friends. i’ve had a more exhausting week than i expected. every project has been pushed to the future. i am glad i have patronage. things will have to wait.

a lot of things are waiting. it’s okay. i need to rest, still. i have had the hardest two years of my life and just when i think a reprieve is coming, the universe sends me another storm.

we will all get there in the end ….

won’t we?

i love you all. tell me how you are.

x

afp